Things that slip through the cracks...

...sort of like this blog I'd have to say. I've been living in a haze of my own making, and one of the things that wasn't part of the picture for this time has been the computer. I have not been signing online at all. My email has suffered, my blogs, everything....and you know something I really didn't care.
I needed time to detox, to try living for me and just me. Not sure it worked, not sure I even know how to do such a thing but I just need time away.
I think I am ready to step back into the online world but I'm going to do it at my pace and for me again. So it may not be a daily thing, it may not always be witty, not that I think I was ever the clever gal on the block. I hope some of you are still hanging in the fringe and see this and will give me another go at this whole thing though.

Life updates...
We are coping with all of the the changes the past months have brought for us health wise. Still some more tests ahead for Papa Bear, and more for me to contend with back wise. This is my last week as a cashier and then I am moving to the Fabrics and Crafts department. Kids are still growing. Nikolaus should be driving on his own by summer's end, needs a little more required practice time before he can take his test. Papa, Nikolaus and I still all have jobs, and Zak cannot wait until summer comes to and end and he can have one too. Look for changes on my book review blog coming soon, a return to the old reviews....just me, a book, and my opinion.

Stay happy, healthy, and you!

Wandering the abyss

...of life and looking for a door to some sanity.
Papa Bear is back to work now, but not fully healthy, in fact he may never be fully healthy again as his pancreas may be permanently damaged from this dance with pancreatitis. It hit him really hard both physically and emotionally.
I am struggling to function still which has caused some major tension around the cave here. Hopefully within the next month when I am finally taken off a certain medication that they have been using for my back I will be able to become a functioning humanoid again.
Kids are growing like weeds still, got to love them.
Miss you all.