When Life Hands ME Lemons...

...I tend to make some damn bitter lemonade. And that folks is more than being a pessimist, it is depression and anxiety at their finest caliber.
Depression does hurt, like the commercial says, and it hurts everyone around you, if they only understand. Not everyone around me understands the depth of depression and what it can do to me as a person.
I will admit I have not had a good time as of late, the depression & anxiety have been more master than background players in my day to day life...thus the lack of interest in my blog and lots more. That's the game I play.
I can play plenty of games and I know others who suffer as I do play games as well, even if we do take medication. Medication helps, but it isn't an instant cure all, and sometimes your body does not work with the medication, in fact your body and medications can fight each other quite nastily leaving you feeling worse than ever...I've been there lately.
Don't play games people, even if you think it will go away. Talk to someone. Medicine is not always needed, and I say we all have to be masters of our care...that is why I am going to stop playing games with my doctor and be honest. It is time to shed the mask I wear, that yeah it isn't good but I can handle it doc, and show the true face of my affliction. To that end Papa Bear will be going with me, now just to call and make that appointment. Always a catch, did I ever mention I am a major procrastinator too???